Hate Me

If you gonna hate me
Hate me with all your heart
Hate me completely
Don't you do it half way

Hate me, stab me, kill me
Put this fire into your own heart
Burning it still for your hatred
Spit them out right to my face

Slaughter my heart alive
Drink them blood
Wash your hand red
Torture me make me suffer

Hate me all you can
Hate me till I can see
Hate me obviously
Hate me and show me
Hate me with all your heart
You can do better than this
Keep this hatred till you die
Keep them growing
If you can't hate me completely
Stop acting like you are
Coz I can still see your warm heart
Shut it off for me.

Boring

Don't you tired?
I am tired
Why your world is just a box
Mine was a box
But I open it up and spread it over
Don't you know it can be open up?

Why you're trying so hard
To win my heart
While all you use just your lips
Not even close to it
You know what
I can smell your old rotten trick
From a distance it's so strong
Why can't you be more than that
You know I'm so bored of it
You're not even trying
What do you expect of me
Most of you are all the same
I can predict what's coming
I can guess the root
So just stop what you're doing
If you stick to the same way.

My Dream

Assalamualaikum

Tak tahu nk tulis apa tapi nk luahkan isi hati n benda yg aku teringin nk buat

Bulan ramadhan ni, aku teringin nak terawikh sama2 ngn semua kawan2 aku kat sini. Semua.

Ok, bai.

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

Final Assessment Sem 2!!!!

Assalamualaikum

Aku ada masa berapa jam je nk siapkan projek final aku utk sem ni. 25 ni ada final assessment!! dan ni first time aku bergelar fine art student, I don't have much experiences. Dulu waktu2 mcm ni aku gigih menaip thesis untuk projek bio marin aku or aku gigih ke lab mencuba nasib mengambil seberapa banyak data dan seberapa banyak gambar microscopic utk back up data. Sekarang, dari semalam aku kat studio menggunting kepingan2 kertas acetate and menebuk lubang satu2 dengan gigihnya. Aku stop kejap n tulis blog ni sebab tangan aku kebas n sakittttt. Sakit woi tebuk kertas tu dah la keras, penebuk lubang plak manual habis. Kesian, amatur katakan.

Dah tu aku kena wat cepat sebab my agar can't wait much longer nanti contaminate. Tu pun da ada yg contaminate pun. Meanwhile dua reports aku n satu presentation slide aku x sentuh pun lagi n semua nk hantar minggu ni and aku dok tulis blog ni????!!!!

Aku giler. Hahahahaha. It's ok, I appreciate this moment, moment as student yg busy. Saya suka busy instead of doing nothing but sometimes I appreciate the free time so I can always ponder myself upon my pasts n mistakes. waaaaaaaaa oke nk kena sambung menebuk lubang ni. Pastu, nk streak bacteria which I'm scared the most. Takut dia tumbuh not as I expected. Gulp. Ya Allah permudahkan semuanya. 

Budak sains bajet2 budak art mcm ni lah jadinya. Hahahaha tapi I'm happy sebab one of my life goal sebelum ni tercapai which aku nk cabar diri aku buat sth yg x pernah buat, nk try rasa jadi student seni. Nah, kan betul2 terjadi. sekarang harunglah nak...hahahaha.

Sometimes I love science lab jugak but I love art more. So, aku guna je dua2 so xde nk kehilangan dua2, dua2 ada disisi. science and art. Muah. LOL giler.