Story of a Gurl

This is a story about a girl.

She born with the sadist encounters, making life more tougher
She just a lonely child, without she realized that she is lonely
She isolated herself from them, she always alone
She running out of tears, she can't cry
She lost of feelings, unable to catch up moments
She choose to remain silence, she just quiet
She grow up as a no ordinary human girl
Just like a doll, she is
She unable to taste the wind with her skin
She is numb
But it was never her fault
Human turned her that way
She feel the pain enough
She cried a river
She screamed loud enough
And she decided to stop
She gave up with life

After quite some time
There is human in her garden of heart
Who dares to break the gate
And her heart start to feel
Beating faster than she could imagine
Her lips curved upwards, they called it's smiling
She can capture the moments
She start to know what friend is
It's warmth, it feels good
She was too careful
She never run away
never even far an inch
She scared if it will be gone
She never be in this state for so long
She started to be human again.

And yet, human are suck
Yes, the so-called human
She felt like her heart being ripped off
Again she taste the terrible pain
She cried an ocean
She scream out louder than before
her lips back to a straight line
She's in pain
pain
pain
and pain.
It's hurt so deep
What the best choice she got
She should maintain the old one
The non-human one
The doll one.

And yes, here she back again.
She walk alone at the side of her own route
Watching her own shadow
With her dark black eyes
She's ok.