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Saat aku soroti denai semalam
Kakiku melangkah ke belakang
Melihat di balik tirai hitam

Tiada niat untuk kembali
Cuma mengimbau coretan kekal
Seakan bertemu diri yang dulu
Jasad yang sama rohnya berbeza
Hampir tidak aku kenali lagi
Siapa engkau dalam hidupku
Namun engkau sebahagian dariku
Tanpamu aku pasti tiada

Meski kita berbeza kini
Aku masih mengingatimu
kerna memorimu menghilangkan keangkuhanku
kerna sejarahmu menyedarkanku
Kita hanyalah hamba Dia Yang Satu
Yang beza hanyalah cinta kita
Cintamu dulu cinta palsu
Cintaku kini cinta abadi
Tanpa cinta palsumu
Pasti tidak kutemu cinta abadiku
Kerna engkau itu adalah aku.

Cinta Teragung

Assalamualaikum, =)

Allah tu Maha Penyayang kan
Cinta Allah pada hambaNya melebihi segala-galanya.
Melebihi cinta ibu pada anaknya
Melebihi cinta manusia pada kekasihnya
Terlalu agung dan suci

Allah tu memang Maha Penyayang
Sebab wkatu kita tengah berseronok leka dengan dunia
Ketika kita lena dan lalai dengan dosa
Allah datangkan ujian dan musibah
Menghentikan waktu dan detik keseronokan yang seketika
Kita jadi terpaku, terdiam, tak percaya
Musibah dirasakan berat sekali
Kita mula merasa diri ini lemah
Tak berdaya dan mula menyalahkan orang lain
Di saat itu, Allah menunggu kita
Setia bersama kita sejak kita diciptakan
Allah menunggu kita mohon pertolongan dari Dia
Kita yang jahil mula hilang punca
Satu demi satu jalan penyelasaian dicuba
Namun tak ada satu pun yang berjaya
Malah lebih sakit dirasa
Dan saat itu kita mula terfikir
Kita baru sibuk mencari
Allah yang selama ini kita hindari
Dan saat kita bersujud menyembahNya
Baru kita tahu betapa hinanya diri kita
Baru kita sedar betapa besarnya Cinta Allah
Baru kita percaya rahmat Allah
Saat itu kita berasa diri terlalu berdosa
Tapi tahukah kita Allah gembira menerima taubat hambaNya
Tahukah kita Allah menanti kita untuk pulang padaNya selama ini
Sebab itulah Allah beri kita musibah
Supaya kita sedar dan kembali padaNya
Supaya kita tak terus leka dan hanyut
Bersyukurlah kita ditegur Allah melalui ujianNya

Kalau Allah nak binasakan kita
Dah lama Allah musnahkan kita
Kalau Allah nak sisihkan kita
Pasti Allah biarkan kita terus bergelumang dosa
Pasti Allah tutup hati kita
Pasti Allah biarkan kita terus berseronok dengan dunia
Tapi tidak, Allah masih meminjamkan rahmatNya buat kita
Membiarkan kita bernafas dan bernyawa
Allah beri kita rasa sakit
Untuk sedarkan diri kita yang sombong ini
Allah bawa kita kembali dan pulang padaNya
Allah ubah diri kita menjadi yang lebih baik
Semuanya kerana Allah sayang pada kita
Sedangkan kita tak pernah ambil tahu
Kita sibuk bersedih dan menangis memikirkan
berapa ramai insan yang kecewakan kita dan tinggalkan kita
Tapi kita tak peduli dan menangis memikirkan berapa byanyak kita
lupakan Allah sedangkan Allah tak pernah tinggalkan kita walau sesaat.
:'/

REAL FREEDOM~

FREEDOM

Some people say a freedom is the freedom for each individual to do anything they want in their life.
Hmmmm…if like that, the world could be worse? As example, person A who is rich and wealthy want to use his money for something joyful or waste it for anything he want. Fine, it’s his right. Just do that. Then, person B who is poor and in need want to use his right and freedom to ask help and support from the person A. Fine, his own right and freedom. Just do that. But…is the person A want to use his money for something else? And what if he hesitates to give it to the person B? It’s still his freedom right? That’s freedom right. Is this the meaning of freedom that has been campaign until now?

But for me, and I believe for all my brothers and sisters too; the definition of freedom is to do the right thing without any prejudice and discrimination. That’s our definition of freedom.

I give a simple example for us Muslim. All muslim women who already reach their puberty must cover their aurat properly or wearing hijab. For Islam, to wear a hijab is the right thing and obligatory. For some muslim women who not wearing it, there must be some reasons behind it and we as sisters and brothers should not condemn or hate them for that. Instead we should advice and teach them the real Islamic concept. Most of the muslim women who wearing hijab do it because of their desire and will. No one ever force them and this comes from inside of their heart and they did just for Allah and not because of human. By enforce a law that against this and to put a state which other people may discriminate it, is a kind of thing that against human freedom. Why? Because such law forcing these women to stop doing the right thing in their own religion. That's cruel!

It’s just same when a person being stopped from doing a charity towards particular group of people who in need. Simple example, when one boy A is stopped from giving water to one boy B when he sees this boy thirsty. The one who stopped it maybe his parents or sister or brother and the reason is sometimes can’t be accepted. Could it be that the boy A’s brother/sister hates this boy B but to hide the true reason, the sister/brother told the boy A that ‘u can’t give him water because I saw he steal from someone just now’ and the truth is not like that. It’s the same concept, just in the different situation whether it’s big or small matter. This is just a simple example. The true meaning of freedom is not to do anything u wants freely, but the meaning of freedom is to use the freedom correctly to do something right without any prejudice and discrimination from the surroundings.

And I read a post from my favorite site, and it was like strikes right into my heart. It’s a freedom but in a different way. A freedom for a Muslim is to free themselves from any pressure and a fixed system. OK, let’s say we have to finish our assignment in a week and was given a date for the submission. Then, we will struggle to complete it and submit it on the date given. During the process of completing this assignment, what actually our intention? Are we doing that just to obey the system being put on us? Or we do that coz we scared if the lecturer will deduct our mark? Don’t we feel so tied up to such system? Have we tried to free ourselves? How to free ourselves from it? Is it by just drop out the course and then having a long holiday at home? No, that gonna be a disaster. LOL, the way is by set in our mind to put Allah first and to obey just to Allah not to the system. :D First of all, ask ourselves, we study for what? Is it just to get job and then to accumulating money? Then how we spend the money? Why don’t we study for Allah, so we can do ‘dakwah’ for Islam. How? For sure to do dakwah is not easy, sometimes we need money, if no money, how can we show the right example and model to our ‘dakwah target’? They can’t see a successful view from us. If no money, how can we buy transport to spread the dakwah? And how lucky that person is if he or she success in career and have a big sum of money that soon he or she use that money for akhirat and Islam! For Allah! If we say we can do lots of ‘ibadah’ like tahajjud, going for hajj, fasting, and so on and we think we have enough good deeds? What will we say if we see a rich guy who also doing the same things as us, he prays, fasting, go hajj, and so on AND his good deeds more than us because he can use his wealthy and money for Islam! He can donate for the poor and he even can contribute for dakwah organization. And we just can support him and see he invest his money on akhirat. We are less than him in that. How lucky he is. So then, why don’t we strive for success by put Allah as our only One that we obey to and as our goal in order to get His blessings. Please don’t feel like being tied up to the system because we are owned by Allah not that system. Free yourself from now. ;)

Cukup Allah bagiku

Cukup bagiku Allah yang layak menilai aku Bukan manusia yang fitrahnya hamba selemah aku Cukup bagiku Allah yang menghakimi keikhlasan diri Kerana aku pulang kerana-Mu bukan kerana mereka.

QURAN AND SCIENCE

Assalamualaikum, peace be upon you..=)

Well, I decided to post about this title 'Quran and science' since I think it is very important for us and for myself to know and do research about the scientific hint being given in Quran.

So brothers and sisters, read this and dun yawn!!:D

"Let the human reflect of what he is created; He was created from ejaculated water; that issues from between the loins and the ribs." (Quran; At-Tariq: 5-7)

What these verses mean? can u just translate it by ur own understanding just like that without doing any research and refer to the Muslim scholars? If every person can translate it by their own understanding, then those scholars who studying for Quran tafsir about more than 40 years are useless.

So, let’s read it through deeply. And for ur information, the info about this is not originally from me, I'm not a professional scientist and also not a high-knowledge Muslim scholar in Tafsir. I just share what i read in book entitled: "Quran Saintifik; meneroka kecemerlangan Quran daripada teropong sains" by Dr. Danial Zainal Abidin. OK back to the topic, there are two main words in these verses that needed to be observed and understand. There are the word 'loins' and 'ribs'. These verses told us that human was created from ejaculated water that was produced between loins and ribs. Without referring this to tafsir scholars and without doing any deep research, we will misunderstand this verse. Quran never wrong and there is no single mistake in it, the wrong is the human who misunderstand its meanings.

Basically, these verses explained about 2 topics. Firstly, this topic involves the creation of the human from the ejaculated water. Secondly, topic which involves the system that ejaculates the water where the system was located between 'sulbi' and 'taraib'.

EJACULATED WATER
The term 'ejaculated water' was translated from original language of Quran which is Arabic; 'daafiq'. Based on 'Hans wehr A Dictionary of Modern Written Arabic' by J Milton Cowan, the word 'daafiq' means 'bursting forth, breaking out, erupting, gushing, and torrential. Based on al-Asas fi al-Tafsir by Said Hawa, this term refer to the water that produce by woman and man. For males, this water refer to semen while for females, this water refer to the water that covered the ovum in a reservoir inside the ovary. The reservoir known’s as follicle. When the ovum becomes mature, the follicle in the ovary will burst out and ejaculates water that known as antrum fluid, which in it containes ovum, into the fallopian tube. This theory was being written by Henry Gray in 'Anatomy of The Human Body (1918). Based on Ibn Kathir tafsir translation and explanation about the ejaculated water, it also similar with this theory. He said, "It was the ejaculation of semen from male and female and also the result of the combination and meeting of those two will create offspring by Allah's will". This tafsir didn't mention that the ejaculated water is from males only, but also from females. However, with the limited scientific knowledge at that time, he named this ejaculated water as 'semen' even though the word 'semen' never being used in Quran by Allah.

BETWEEN SULBI AND TARAIB
What was being told by Allah through the verse, "that issues from between the loins and the ribs."; actually related to the sexual and reproductive system of males and females.
About Sulbi, based on Hamka in Tafsir al-Azhar, sulbi word refers to the line of male's backbones. Based on Hans Wehr dictionary, sulbi means vertebral column, loin, which based on The American Heritage Dictionary, it can refer to 'human reproductive organs'. Hence, Sulbi can give a meaning of an area between the hip and bottom which has reproductive and sexual system in it. It doesn't mean the backbones specifically.

About the word taraib, it refers to chest, thorax. The gamete from males in semen and gamete from females in antrum fluid cerainly produced by a system that located between the hip and bottom area (sulbi) and chest (taraib).

As a conclusion, the verse; "Let the human reflect of what he is created; He was created from ejaculated water; that issues from between the loins and the ribs." (Quran; At-Tariq: 5-7) can be understand in scientific way;

"Let the human reflect of what he is created; He was created from ejaculated water (which contained gametes which ejaculated from male and female sex organs); that issues from (produced from a system which the process taken place) between the loins (hip area) and the ribs (chest)."

Quran is the guidance for all humankind. Quran never be modified or altered even one single letter of it since more than 1400 years ago. There are so many scientific explanations in it while human at that time still not find the real answer through their own research but Quran already got the answer. Quran is not a science book, so no need for Allah to list down a detail scientific notes in it, He just give us the hint, it’s our part to further the research and investigate the message behind it. We should do a research to strengthen the truth of Quran, not to doubt it. Quran never wrong since its words from Allah, from God, but it’s human who wrong for not try to understand it in correct way.

MENCARI HIDAYAH

Assalamualaikum, peace be upon you

HIDAYAH, nikmat terbesar yang diidamkan semua hamba Allah.
Tapi hidayah tu tak kan datang dengan sendirinya kalau kita tak nak berusaha mencarinya.

Aku dilahirkan dalam keluarga Islam yang biasa-biasa je, bukan lahir dalam keluarga ustaz ustazah or ulamak hebat.
Aku diberi didikan Islam, Alhamdulillah, tapi sebagai manusia yang lemah, aku jahil.
Aku sangka dilahirkan sebagai Muslim sudah cukup, tahu solat, puasa sudah cukup.
Asalkan aku tak tinggal solat walaupun aku tak tahu solat aku tu sempurna atau tak. Asalkan aku puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan walaupun aku tak tau puasa aku tu sempurna atau hanya berlapar dan dahaga semata-mata.

Aku tak pernah mencari cinta Allah yang sebenar-benarnya
Aku tak pernah mencari kebahagiaan yang sebenarnya
Aku leka denan dunia ni, keseronokan sementara
Tapi tak sangka, hatiku tersentap bila tengok orang yang baru memeluk Islam dan merekalah yang buat aku mula mencari dengan rahmat dan izin Allah, apa hidayah tu sebenarnya.

Aku baru tahu yang hidayah bukan untuk non-Muslim je, yang Muslim macam kita perlu cari hidayah jugak. Perlu belajar tentang Islam. Sebab kita dilahirkan sebagai Muslim, kita lupa yang kita perlu menjadi Muslim yang sebenar2 nya dan bkan Muslim pada nama dan keturunan.

Video ni buat aku menangis dan aku respect pada mereka ni, mereka berusaha mencari hidayah dan mereka dapat nikmat hidayah itu. Tapi aku? semoga Allah memberi hidayah-Nya dan cahaya petunjuk kepada kita semua. Amin