Lonely

Staring still to the space
The glowing stars almost gone
lost beneath my darkest vision
For the first time in my worn out life, I feel lonely
Where is the cold heart me
Where is the immortal me
Where is the numb me
Where is the hopeless me
Why this one and only heart
start to warm up and taste the sorrow
Alone is my thing
then why you become my encounter
I'm just wanna be alone again
without feeling lonely